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7-months have gone

Yesterday, 26th Dec 2009 was exactly 7 months my dear mom p.away.

I terribly miss her - just couldn't help it. Though my love ones is around, it doesn't help. My missing her drive me crazy. How i wish she is here by my side, talking to me, laughing with me..but that are just a dream which will never come true.

Mom... I miss u so much!

May your soul rest in peace..

Al-fatiha

Corporate Culture

Received this from my friend and thought i should share with you readers.. This is indeed hilarious - a corporate culture that translated in a funny way!



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And this is what those words on 'Annual Performance Review' really mean:

1. Outgoing personality: always going out of the office
2. Great presentation skills: able to bullshit
3. Good communication skills: spends lots of time on the phone
4. Work is first priority: too ugly to get a date
5. Active socially: drinks a lot
6. Independent worker: nobody knows what she/he does
7. Quick thinking: offer plausible excuses
8. Careful thinker: won't make a decision
9. Uses logic on difficult jobs: gets someone else to do it
10. Expresses themselve well: speaks english
11. Meticulous attention to detail: a nit picker
12. Has leadership qualities: is tall or has a louder voice
13. Exceptionally good judgement: lucky
14. Keen sense of humour: knows a lot of dirty jokes
15. Career minded: back stabber
16. Loyal: can't get job anywhere else
17. Plans for promotion/ advancement: buy drinks for all the boys
18. Of great value to the organization: gets to work on time
19. Relaxed attitude: sleeps at desk

Ha..ha.. its very funny...

Miss U so Much

I miss her..I miss her so much, miss kissing her, miss talking to her.. Its this lady who has raised me up and turn me to who I am today.. Mom..at this point of time, I deeply miss you. How I wish you are still here so that I could kiss you, hug you, talk to you, tell you what I have been facing, doing, eating etc..

Mom.. I miss everything about you..

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G O O D B Y E
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Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

And mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

And mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you give will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You offered me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'till forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, mamma

I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye

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Mom..Al-fatiha to you.. may your soul rest in peace.. Amen.

Plan

Listening to the song – already gone – makes me realize that not all plans turn out to be as what being planned. There are ups and downs while we cruise our journey of life – and plans are what we have to face and overcome all the situations we are and will be facing.

Always have a backup plan to cover those that do not turn out as planned. If the back up also turn out to be sour.. then you just have to accept it - as that is meant to be your fate. After all, we, human can only plan.. the Man up there is the one who has all the right whether to consent or otherwise..

Someone told me before: live for today and don’t think or make plan for tomorrow as you wouldn’t know if you still can see tomorrow. I totally disagree with this saying - as if you do not have an ambition, but looking back and analyze it.. there is a logic in ‘we wouldn’t know if we still can see tomorrow’. But again.. to me, we must have plan… plan for our life, our future… doesn’t that suppose to be?? Even a company has its plan – short term, long term… interesting huh??

Lets think about it..

Here is what the 'already gone' all about..

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You could not loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

An Evening to Remember

It has been a long time since my first write up about my campus life.. The recent fasting month - Sept 11th 2009 - we have organized a get together 'buka puasa' and here are some of the captures I'd like to share with you readers..







Though not all of them attended the gathering but it turned out to be an interesting evening - especially the appearance of Batrisya a.k.a Tisya (Raphy Radzi's daughter).

Some of them have suggested that to make this gathering a yearly event which I totally agreed..

Till we meet again next year my friends...

A Walk of Life

Today, while having my dinner, I saw an old couple walking pass by - holding hands. I hardly see Malaysian at that age having this attitude - holding hands, and I really admire couples who still holding each other hands especially old couples.

It suddenly struck into my mind...will I experience that situation? How I wish I could but considering where I am now, I doubt I can go through that sweet experience...

Hmm...only God knows what my destiny would be...